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Posted 36 minutes ago

you did tell me that NO MATTER WHAT you WOULD be there…and i said i would do the same…i meant what i said [Link]

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Posted 37 minutes ago

Im getting kicked out of my apartment because I havent started school. While I have a part time job, thats barely covering my living expenses let alone what I owe already to school, hospitals etc etc. Even though im SO close to starting school again (which will default my loans, reinstate health insurance therefore no more hospital bills AKA back on track), if I get thrown out of this house Im going to be in even worse shape than I was before. Even farther away from my goal of getting into school again, and right now im slow close. I figure enough is enough, I dug my own grave when it comes to school and the insane amount of debt thats piled up…I might as well kill myself. That way everything that I owe to everyone will be wiped clean. The daughter that is now known as the financial burden will be gone. Ill no longer be a burden—a financial burden no less to my family and friends. Things will be better this way. [Link]

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Posted 37 minutes ago

Two years ago, you told me that you’d never be loved and would die alone. You were half-joking. And now, I know you were also half-right. You will live a very lonesome life, judging by the way you’ve been acting this year. You will be loved. You have been loved. Here’s the catch: you’ll only end up pushing them away, even if you love that person with everything you have. You’ll do this because you’re always trying to impress people higher up on the “food chain”. You are never yourself around those people, or anyone else, except for me. The guy they all know isn’t the guy you are. You’re just a poorly fabricated lie. Because you spend so much time and energy trying to be “better”, the person that loves you will end up pushed to the side. They’ll get sick of it and eventually will have the strength to walk away. I don’t have that strength. And it’s draining me. I’m so sick of being ignored so you can go off and impress someone. I’m sick of having you tell me that you’re “busy and can’t talk to me right now” because you’re just trying to get them all to accept you. I’m sick of being filled with hope one week, and crying myself to sleep every damn night the next. I love you. I love you so much. I don’t want to walk away, but at the same time, I wish I could. You can be so goddamn nice, really, you can. And that’s the real you. Once in a while, someone who’s known you for longer than I have witnesses one of those times when you’re true blue with me, and later, I get told that it was like we’d gone back in time a couple of years. Before you changed into this asshole you are now. I fell for you before you turned into this fraud… And I know you’re still in there somewhere. Hopefully, someday, you’ll see just how foolish you’ve been. But by then it will be too late. That person that you loved, that loved you, will be gone. I’m sorry. [Link]

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