Sleeping

Besides de 7-9 hours/day sleep that we need at night, I consider sleeping a waste of time. Why sleep if you can listen to a record, read a book, watch a film, play the guitar, talk to a friend, go swimming (or doing any other physical activity), or even gossip or bad mouth you friend next door? Why?

I hate myself

I feel like a puppet, like I was being manipulated by someone her. And somehow I can’t react. :-/

Weakness

I’ve tried this, I’ve tried that. I’ve made plan A, plan B, … , Plan Z. Some Most of these plans were not put in practice. I’m fucking weak when it comes to this specific situation (relationship with the opposite sex), and this weakness kills me. Yesterday I decided (promised myself) to simply stop talking to her, or at least talking only the necessary or whenever I was asked something. Guess what? The plan didn’t last for 2 ‘kin hours!

Where’s the nearest cave?

I Play Bass

Alive

I’m still alive, but look like a zombie!

The last 13 days I had been working at the International Book Fair. During this period I worked double shifts: at my regular job in the mornings and at the fair in the afternoons/evenings. I worked a 8 hours shift at the fair, but this was not the worst fact, if you compare to the fact that the fair happened at the other site of town, which took 1 hour (by car) to arrive. So, just to get there and get back home I had to lose 2 hours of my precious boring days. 2 very necessary hours that I could use to recharge my batteries in order to be ready for the next day. Anyway, it’s over and the money is already in my savings account.

Despite the hard work, I already miss it! Miss the friends I made, the jokes, the cool atmosphere. I just hope I don’t lose contact with the guys.

Now I would like to sleep, sleep for two fucking straight days. And I fucking can’t!

Gamble With the Devil

Gamble with the Devil, the new Helloween album due October 31st, has leaked and I downloaded it last night (don’t worry, I’m going to buy it). My first impression after listening to it quickly was: What the fuck is that? Can’t believe they made this shit!

Now I’m listening to it as I write here and my second impression is: What the fuck? How could I think this was a shit? Am I stupid? It fucking rocks!

Meanwhile, in the nearest McDonald’s…

- Good afternoon sir, what would you like to eat?

- A BigMac, please.

- Oh sorry. I’m afraid we’ve run out of BigMacs. Would you like a quarter pound instead?

- Yeah, that should be ok.

- What would you like to drink?

- Hmmm, a coke, please.

- I’m afraid we’ve run out of Cokes too. Would you like a Sprite or a Fanta?

- A sprite will be just fine.

Customer waits for the lady to put everything on the tray, and then:

- Could I have some catchup, please.

- Sir, we’ve run out of ketchup. I’m sorry!

This is a true story, I saw it with my own eyes a few hours ago…

Kind of magical

Driving your car late at night, on a dark, calm road up and down the mountains, listening to ‘The Chemical Wedding‘ - more specifically to Chemical Wedding (the song), Jersualem and The Alchemist on repeat mode and in a loud volume - is a great/recommended experience. The way that The Alchemist ends fading back into Chemical Wedding is kind of magical, therefore indescribable. You should try it!

Btw, I had a different (and cool) day today. I definitely need more days like this!

Little Fly

Today I would do everything to be a little fly, so I could see/listen to what a certain person is doing/talking about. Or better, I would do everything to be capable of reading her mind… (some things happened, and now I’m all confused again)

Damn, it would be so easier if I lived in ‘Nando’s wonder world’ …